Sunday, November 12, 2017
You have always been such a big part of my life. Such a happy and healthy part. I never let myself consider what it might be like once you were no longer here with us. It hurts a lot. It hurts more then i know what to do with.
I feel incredibly blessed that you and Grandma are my grandparents. I am so thankful that you were my Grandpa. And that I had a beautiful relationship with you. Not everyone gets that. But I did. I had the best Grandpa ever. I am heartbroken that you won’t get to see me grow up, and watch me do all the special things i’m going to do with my life. The world seems a little less vibrant without you in it. I know someday I will see your smiling face again, and I will hear your big, deep laugh again. I will feel your tight bear hug squeeze again. I know it. Until then, I will wrap Grandma in all the love and comfort I can. I will continue to look at photos and remember the amazing times we had with you. I will sing the songs you taught us and re-tell all your jokes. I will talk to you and seek your guidance when I need it, and look for you in nature when I miss you terribly. We will keep your memory alive and never, ever forget you. I hope that i learn to see the world like you did, because i know that a life we love is a life that’s been lived. You taught me that Grandpa.
I love you so much and I will miss you every day.
